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02 August 2011 @ 09:38 pm
Just gonna be blunt.  
 I'm not talented.

Yeah. I mean, I join all these "idol" contests just for experience and looking at all these people make me feel all worked up thinking that "Oh, maybe I should be as competitive and think I'm the best too!" and then after a while I just become sick of myself. All over again.

Anyway, emo stuff aside... I'm here. Went to visit school and saw kouno_utau  and friends, you know; my juniors back then and now they're the school's senior and I'm an alumni. Wow, it felt really odd to be there and not a student at the same time. I just walked around with Belle and got our copies of the yearbooks. Printing was HORRID. D<

Aaaaand uh, I am nervous for my results; which is in a week. ; ; 

ALSO TO NOTE; lately I haven't been writing, but uh, long story and I don't want to go into it again and make myself miserable so uh, it's okay. I'll just be quiet and note you guys that I haven't been writing. It's so chronic I can't even write a simple romance drabble. I'm sorry. I'll try my best but it's really taking a while.